Being Alone is not in the perspective of being alone in a place where you have your friends and family just a step away from you. I am talking about the feeling when you are really alone, no family no friends, leave aside a step but not even in the same time zone. its a weird feeling for a guy like me who has always been around friends and family. A 3BHK flat more than 2000 Sq. ft. totally air conditioned, but you are alone. No problems of food as cook is there to cook for you, washer man to do the laundry but still is the feeling of being alone. Well its when you realise that human beings are social animal.
The thoughts that run through your mind are endless. You think that this are the moments you need to enjoy you are alone, have fun, but you miss your friends, the nagging of your family. Its totally relative i guess, there are people who would want to experience this and i was one of those before i experienced it. But as it is said grass is always greener on the other side. Its not complain or remorse that's taking over but the love and affection that's feels to be more stronger. Its feels now whom you care about and with whom you want to be.
Its good to be experiencing something like this as it makes you realise what exactly are your needs and wants. Its feels true to know that when you have things at your disposal you take them granted. But its when they are not, you realise the importance. Its too much philosophy but it has to be somewhat true if not 100%. Otherwise people wont be spending life studying that.
Its good for an experience and i feel that i am Homosapien and belong to the human tribe as i still got the trait that resemble to the community.
